OK. So I don't know where to start. I'm turning thirty, yes I said thirty, and it's been a ride. Can someone tell me why I feel like after the moth of September my life is going to change drastically. I had a birthday party and it changed not only my life, but some fiends lives as well. Lets just say the police got involved and I'm ashamed that an event I had was the cause of some of the things that happened. I don't mind if something affects me, but when I'm to blame for others pain, it hurts me dearly. So I have to say to that person, I'm extremely sorry. If I could take that day back, I would completely. Not only that, I recently got in a car wreck. The devil is truly testing me. I know I said I would shut it down after September, but maybe it's meant for me to shut it down now. One of my good friends asked me if I wanted to go out of town with them this weekend. This is someone I have enjoyed hanging with a lot. Yes it is my birthday weekend and it's labor day as well. I love spending time with my friends, but I don't think I can handle all the partying. What to do? I have my trip to Miami coming up and then that it for me. Seriously. Though a lot of rough things have happened, I had the best surprise ever, My best friend came down at the last minute to make my special day even more enjoyable. It was such a great gift. I believe that time is the best gift you can give anyone. I have so much to write about but I think this is were I'm going to stop. Until next time.
Careless Heart
